Still Waiting

Saturday, June 18, 2005

hehez... back.. from teaching tuition... gosh!! haha.. i'm been figuring out HOW to insert the background song into my blog.. AND FINALLY I KNOW HOW LE!!! =))) trial an error is definitely dangerous =) hahahz.. anyways... can anyone teach me how to stop the song? u know.. got those button to press stop de.. well.. the song can get pretty irritating when pple viewing my blog is listening to their own songs.. heh heh... hmm.. k la i admit i'm stupid =) anyone help me? =))

anyway.. this song is by kwan yong jin.. the song of windstruck.. i can still remember how much i cried when i saw that show.. and how much i thought of him. well.. this song.. never fails to tear my eyes!! sob sob.. hmm.. soo touching.. i love this song... *cries loudly*

anyways..... sigh. been listening to FIR songs lately.. their new album.. doesnt help at all in forgetting him. backfire, that is.

i really really miss u a lot.. i hate to think that the disappearance of the heartache in me is because i still dream of our togetherness.. EVERYday..everyday.. i have to keep reminding myself its totally over between us.. we can never get together again..even is it's in the future.. even if i still love u.. and i hate to keep remembering the hurting words u've once said, and the pain u've put all upon me...call me useless, idiot, i don't care.. all i want is you.. and this is what u've told me too.. but how come.. u left me alone? i missed sms-ing with u..i missed telling u i really miss u, n that i love you so much i didnt wanna let go..i miss all the times.. so much that i cant feel anymore..everyday is just a living, not a life. my heart is dead. one day..if the sicko really finds me, or one day i got involved in a fatal accident... would u care? would u cry? would u even know.. that i'm not around anymore? i wanna be the one who u really love.. i wanna be the one who is always by your side.. i wanna be the one who always take cares of you. i wanna be with you.. only you.. till we die together hand in hand.... the future is so bleak, it's getting invisible.. and i couldnt get hold on those fading memories anymore.. i'm falling.. but.. u didnt want to catch me anymore...

-when are you coming back? ;